Emotions

This is probably a rare treat for you all. May come back on another blue moon.

cornflakes with cubicular loackers are nice with cold milk.

There is something going on in my head now, and i can't get it out.

It's emotions beneath emotions, motives under as said, and secrets covered

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thiS is the one i've hung around most than the other two, kinda like my information source or lIke my nice friend i have. right now more of studies, but hardly inteRact much. looking at perspectives, kinda feel weird with the person that hangs aroUnd her... to me i guess... but hey, what do i know?

this is probably what got me. the friendship of the first to the second.i know i've gone through the facts and conclusions, but i Just simply can't figure out why i'm edging away. All my thoughts start to begin with her... maybe becoz she brings more attention. her looks change by time though. mornings and evenings are different. sometimes i forget if it's actually her. Everything, towards her though, has slipped off to the chain below me...Like the first to the second, the second to the third.

Miracuously, i did the one rule i knew i shouldn't in... i incorporated her into my life. i tried i think. i tried to incorporate. it was a slight touch, but i guess its all just for friends. besides, the time i msg her was becoz of something, the true intention involves Attention.Virtually no one knows about what i'm saying, not even if u can figure out the hints i've droppe. I, for one, think i got myself into a nice save. i don't want to extend too far, but i know what i'm going for. she's slower than the above, slower in most aspect. haven trialed the second. but she is one that can turn very friendly and laughable. i'm suspecting its just me only. and can i go through with this? with my other cliques, other backgrounds behind me, will i survive? can i even start the survival in the first place... Sadly, i think not. oh well...

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just wanted to express some of my thoughts. i nv tried this out. get the first, go for the second, grasp the third.

to reach the goal, one must overcome obstacles. to reach the goal unnoticed, one must be with the obstacles.

motive under motive, the tiny little drives that i make so i can see the next morning.