Issues from the past resurfacing

Today i had the liberty of treating three friends of mine to movie. Yeah! Getting something based on my own ability with a lot of factors included.

I realize [ damn the british spelling for making me spell it with a Z instead of an S for realize ] that the most important thing i look out for in going out is etiquette and behavior. In fact, due to my observant personality, i realize that not many people think about what other people think of them.

In truth, because i bother about etiquette and behavior and mannerism and attitude and whatever that comes to factoring down how the impression of the person is being portrayed out to others, i think a lot and everything i do comes with double thinking. The times like i seem i never think at all is nearly on purpose.

Anywaes, not pointing out the fact that people have no skills in impressing people, just pointing out that image is what the public is most concerned about, and the public is what we revolve around.

Half the world hates you, half the world loves you. This is true, because it's said by me.

And most of the biased conversations that i listen to everyday are boring, because i can defend and attack the victim with the thinking i have in mind.

Simply to say, it's either i'm too matured... nonono. maturity has nothing to do with this. Simply put, i'm too indepth into my thinking. Like i've proven and said before, i've reached a level where no one has yet to touch of my generation.

Once you've my thinking, a lot of things are quite boring.

I'm sidetracking totally and conscious about it.

Reality check: I can't live without changes and I won't stick to the present. I've analyzed my past and this fact is concluded and concretely proven. I'm always looking for a change. But the things that can anchor me to the monotonity will be the things that i will hold important.

RAR!!! I WAN PLAY POOL DAMMIT!!

and i so love my wheel configuration of

back wheel - hard / outdoor
second last wheel - soft / indoor
second wheel - soft / outdoor
front wheel -soft / outdoor

totally wrong combination but i can hockey stop easier. i think it's all in the mindset but i love the new gripping and zero-friction slides.