Finally i've broken one fellow

10.12am Tuesday June 19 2007

i'm not moved, touched or affected by emotion-based events

that would have gotten the guy back. sadly it's different for me.

you see, life is not unfair.

life is very very fair. and i support it.

people take things for granted. always. it doesn't matter how many times you drill this into your head, sooner or later there'll be this i took it for granted effect.

maybe i could have held on. but i've moved into the position of letting go very quickly.

i never hold on, or grasp the past.

it's called memories. memories that will be etched into your mind.

just like my friend, who created a perfect image of her boyfriend and then forgot him, so that the image will never be changed by whatever happens.

going too deep is bad,

going too far is bad.

but if you know why, if you wish to rely on hope. then something will happen for worst or better.

i learnt to let go. none of you should copy me.